Vry' cloud has a Silver Lining...

About liking your facebook status

2010-10-25T23:22:00.001-07:00

What's not to like? Which psychotic puts up a post or comment he/she doesn't like him/herself?? Seriously. Why do people like their own Facebook posts? Huh?

And more importantly..The Sims 2 : A Llama In Every Home
What in the world -.-''

Meow

2010-09-15T21:27:00.001-07:00

That's all, folks.
Yea, go do something else now.

..

Wee~~~

RE:

2010-08-16T19:29:00.000-07:00

If life followed economic models perfectly. Closest thing to heaven.
If life need not economics. Heaven.

Amused =)

Marshmallows.

Sometimes we forget that each of us are not normal. I don't know why but sometimes, it slips in and, we forget. We forget we are insane.
Insane people hold no secrets for themselves.
Being insane to hide something is in itself an act, a decision by a sane person.

Moving On

2010-08-12T02:07:00.002-07:00

Fatigue
Disappointment
Worry
Smile
Disgust
Sadness
Disheartened
Dissatisfied
Frustrated
Hopeful
Remorse
Reminiscent
Distraught

What it means

Moving On

2010-08-12T02:07:00.001-07:00

Fatigue
Disappointment
Worry
Smile
Disgust
Sadness
Disheartened
Dissatisfied
Frustrated
Hopeful
Remorse
Reminiscent
Distraught

What it means

Ideals

2010-08-02T00:01:00.001-07:00

日本語を忘れないで…って
地震、自身、磁心、自信なんだ．バカメ
疲れたからなんでーっるせ！許せないことだ．馬鹿．
でもー馬鹿野郎
T.Tーっるせんだばか泣き虫

Just realised it has strayed pretty much away ^^ Oh well, it was worth a shot anyway...

Thoughts of that day...

2010-06-27T06:31:00.000-07:00

Two phrases I liked,
"You're not young anymore" : I've said this too myself so many times but somehow it sounds different coming from his mouth =D
"Like-minded fools" : This I got on the way back home on the train

And I changed my email password to something I thought was something else. Now I can't get in anymore T.T The problem's not my emails but my contacts TT.TT
Sigh...feeling very stupid ^^

The

2010-06-20T07:44:00.000-07:00

So thin...

Was planning to write a post but instead stumbled about this when I was looking for the picture

http://kasscho.blogspot.com/2009/12/chalk-line.html

I know it's bad, but I'll let it slide this time 'cause I really enjoyed it...

Also, don't know why I've never thought about it before but..'twill? Which actually leads us 'thas??

Old Memories

2010-05-31T02:51:00.000-07:00

Juz sittin around, gg thru sum old pics n i realised, this..
I stil hav no idea what THIS is!!

..That's all ^^

Deiohik

2010-05-22T08:44:00.001-07:00

inspired by time..

See? If I put my mind to it, I can do anything..*ahem* "anything"...*ahem*
Can't say the thought didn't cross my mind the 1st time you said it though. Never connected it that way until I read that ^^
But the journey was worth the while. It was nice, and dare I say..beautiful. That word does not come easy to my speech, nor thoughts actually. But I guess reading about something like that gives everyone the same impression I suppose. So raw.
Beautiful, and clever too. I wonder if I'll ever come up with something like that one day...and at such an age..I'm flattered XD

I wonder what makes a person? My best bet would be anything but that person himself though. Living by yourself(and that means, no other objects, at all, or at least not being able to perceive them, in any way)since birth means you are no one. You cannot be. The Pros and Cons table. Comparing objects to one's self is essential. Simply, relativity.
Scene;
「What would happen raising a human from birth in a dark room with only enough food and exercise to keep him healthy...even then, even then the brightness everytime the door is opened, the food, the plate it's on, the door, whatever machines used to keep the fitness of that person...curiosity, I wonder if one is born with it.」

Or maybe...maybe I'm a little off after all. Perhaps, we are like a huge transmuting box, collecting events, memories, and then, our soul, it combines them together..each person having a distinguishing soul allowing the exact same environmental factors to piece together and merge in a whole different way. Talk about DNA and evolution. We're talking about billions of people(souls), infinite events occurable(if such a word is permitted ^^)

Which leads us(me)to the question, what is a soul? Thinking about it as a part of our brain process, or what some people relate to as 'the heart', it certainly does limit the possibilities compared to a creativists viewpoint, since in that case infinity is the limit, so to speak. After all, chemical reactions are limited in their numbers and reactivity towards each other...so what is a soul?..

I have also just realised that though many years back I could never tolerate "..." this notation in any other form accept combined, lately I've been tolerating ".."...I wonder why's that..

"I was thinking of writing an answer but I won't. I am not, so I won't. I do hope someone else picks it up though, or you'll be wasted. Seeing such..a being going to waste, I will cry for you. I will. So, please, find true happiness. True."
A wish upon a falling star.

Well...certainly does not sound as cool as yours but it'll do, for this.

Inspired by time? But I've always wondered..should?

Dinner

2010-05-15T10:53:00.001-07:00

The only thing not English about my breakfast is the garlic on my toast and the Coke I drank with it

Been meaning to post this for some time now..

2010-04-20T16:15:00.000-07:00

And last but definitely not least, a lil somethin 4 my sis ^^ Cant post the whole vid i took tho. 2 large XD

What I've been up to lately...but to busy* to post

2010-02-17T04:43:00.001-08:00

"Photos!!"
"Do I hear a photos?!"
^^

花火 hanabi watching some time ago...look at the amount of ppl `0`

Got visited by a praying mantis some not 2 long ago XD Stayed de whole day

Piece of autumn ^^

外語祭 Gaigosai-Foreign Languages Festival, or what some people say is the festival of 外国語大学, where I study at..watever..=P

I LOOOVE autumn. Only second to a winter with snow ^^

A view. From my balcony.

Tokyo Tower!!

From Tokyo Tower.

Rainbow Bridge

A photo of me! ^^

Mt. Fuji!!

Elevator!!!

Night.

From somewhere far away. Tokyo Tower, end.

The start of mania

And with that I shall leave you with this,

Bye.
^^

Squintin....

2009-08-31T21:56:00.000-07:00

Some people say people don't change.

Some say we can't change.

Still some say we must change.

Others hope the ones around them will change.

Chocolate banana.

Is it really that hard to just listen?

Wind.

"Without a thought, not a moment of contemplation, he lashed out his deadly whip which is none but his own"

Okashii?? But isn't this how we're supposed to be like?

Just because most, if not everyone, thinks something is weird doesn't make it wrong

In reality,

it happens to all of us. So slowly that some never ever realise it,

the rest don't want to acknowledge it

"You think you know me better?"

Saku.

Lil (bt not so) tots

2009-08-19T17:35:00.000-07:00

every1 thinks dat his/her opinion, tote, point is correct, for a certain time in their lifes whether or not dey change b4 or afta is a diff matter. Wat matters is those certain points in their life, ok mayb not exactly points, bt moments, n oso how long those moment(s) last...durin those moments, dey can affect u in a small or big way, in a -ve or +ve way...it can spark off a small, innocent fight wif ur frens, family or any1 u noe...it can cause dat same lil argument 2 escalate 2 a greater height, not dat any1 1ted dat in de 1st place...n in dat moment, dat toteful moment, v can even hurt n/or scar de ppl v talk 2 wif or w/o noeing it, er, emotionally of cos.

It can lead us 2 believe dat v can do things v 1 2, bt is practically, technically, theoritically impossible tho v dun think so in those moments. Frm there a feeling of disgust, of a certain lvl of spite, of disappointment, emerges, hatches, grows. Those feelings v hold 4 those who did not 1 2 go ahead wif wat v were thinkin. No, it's true. No matter how or wat u try 2 tell urself or those around u (or me 4 dat matter XD) there is these thing...broodin in us...will it go away? Prayer is all v can do, it is. No self-encouragin words, or self-motivational books nor chattin away n bickerin about our probs 2 any of our frens will wash it all away, no matter how hard v wanna believe it will. It wont. I hear u say, "why dun u try, at least?". Why? It's like askin sum1 y dun u try out drugs, it mite not actually kill u. Or mayb askin sum1 "hey, y dun v go 4 a round of russian roulette? Cos u noe...it's fun n it mite all juz turn out ok ;)". Oh but wat if it doesnt? Wat happens 2 de person pullin de trigger, worse is wat if de guys pointed de guns at each other n tried firin? A part of us dies dat's wat. U c examples everywhere around u bt u stil stick 2 wat u think is rite, wat u feel is ok 2 do, livin in dat moment, for dat period of time.

N oso, livin in dat moment, it can oso cos u 2 feel dat u're greatly inept at wat u r doin. 2 cos u 2 look down upon urself n therefore perform worse, much worse den u actually r. N frm there everythin juz goes all de way down the hill, rollin, rollin, rollin...wishin dat u'll do better at de nex turn bt unbeknownst 2 our frail lil self our unconsciousness thinks ourself 2 b de same useless piece of meat, if not worse.

N so wat reli matters now is can v realise these moments 4 ourselves? Do v stand up n say i will change? Or is dat wat v v'll say 2 others bt never, truly, 2 ourselves? Do u say "wat de hell is dis guy rantin on about? Does he think he's sooo rite? I dun think so."? Oh, do u now? Well, perhaps u're now in dat moment, perhaps.

Bt afta all dat's said n done wat 1 thinks is up 2 one's self. It doesnt reli matter whether it's really rite or not. Cos humans can sumtimes b so dumb dat dey dun even realise de dumb things dey've done up till now, so much so dat dey dun even admit dey r dumb. N dat oso brings me 2 de nex point which is, yes, i do realise there is a gud side 2 each point i mention above, bt honestly...ask urself is it reli more often dat v think totes dat r 100% +ve 2 ourselves rather den de -ve 1's. If I slipped in de gud points rite afta de bad u mite not even think about anythin at all. Bcos when it comes dun 2 it, eventho adam n eve did eat de apple of knowledge of gud n evil, seriously, v mostly dunno hw 2 separate de both especially when it comes 2 dealin wif ourselves. So, if u've managed 2 read up till dis far, er congratulations i guess. Bt wat matters is wat happens afta dis. Whether or not sumthin struck a cord in u, whether or not if it was de rite cord. Again, it's up 2 u, fellow human.

Lu di da

2009-06-13T05:03:00.000-07:00

Eheh.

I know you guys(humour me =D)have been waiting for an update on what I have been doing...but, first I want to point out that this guy looks very, very familiar....Are you sure you haven't been cloning yourself in anticipation of zombie invasions??

Well, now down to business.....travel, travel....hmmm, ah, after exam XD

This next one is not really an update in all sense but....hey, food!

Yogurt and strawberry! Throw Cameron away =P

Btw, it was durin the welcoming party=)

Thai food*snicker*!! Something like home, sigh..

And of course, mine XD

Oh I got to eat Vietnamese, Bulgarian, Brazillian and Phillipino food cooked by my fellow scholars....but..no pictures =P

There is, however, Brazillian candy!....Er, not very xcitin?

How about now??

Oh and why I like Japan (er, besides the manga and anime...and food!, ahem..)

]

Well, that's all folks.

Oh, and I should mention, in case you where wondering what those photos waaay up top are all about it's during the adopted mother program=D Malaysia had the biggest group. Yay, we boleh!

Yea, I gots an adopted mum now. But that's really like the only time I contacted her. Not before, not after XD

P.S. Oh ya, this

Haha, I decided to 2 wait 4 dis 2 drop more den get it =D ....actually i juz couldn't find de 1 i wanted anywhere so couldnt test it....ya, kinda dumb..

A macaw, indeed

2009-05-23T10:16:00.000-07:00

It is fairly acceptable, Edgar Sawtelle.

You pave our own path without regrets ;X; from genegeerde pijn spouts a root of sorrow.

All streams should be passed, none avoided in the name of fear; it will stick, never to be washed away; no matter what the owl says, the fox ever lurks in the shadows.

The gold is there to be found if dug up; the beauty of a camera not just by glancing.

"How can a misty day be mistaken for a thunderstorm? A breeze for a sandstorm?"

A business transaction, a conversation, none can be practiced without two-way feelings, to want to buy-to want to sell, to want to talk-to want to hear. It is not for the eagle to say that it will not hunt anymore, nor the rabbit to tell the eagle to not hunt it. A pair of eyes, not a single one.

A macaw. Choices without regrets.

Delayed Gratification...

2009-05-14T05:15:00.000-07:00

Better than instant gratification?...So, here it is XD

Shirai-Todai Primary School. It was part of the multi-cultural communication class...and yes, I could not understand what they were talkin about...T.T

Though it was rather wishy-washy it at least tasted good XD....but the vegetables were rather salty though...XD

Your roadside sushi shop with a tea room to boot=D Oh, btw, dat dish was ￥900 T.T but just look at that roe! XD (Oh btw, that's my 2nd time eatin sushi in Japan...and it's still at 2)

1st onigiri....and still the only one's i've taken XD

Odaiba - man-made island:

Rainbow Bridge

Fuji TV Headquarters (?)

Lady Liberty...not, hehe...=D

Guess what type of shop would name themselves this?

Shibuya:

Jaa, koko made desuyo, mata

Fast update (finally XD)

2009-05-03T06:54:00.000-07:00

Enoshima :

U can actually c Mt. Fuji, or rather it's top (or rather just vaguely in dis photo =D), juz behind the last shop

Enoshima Shrine (Love Shrine?) :

Oh, btw, there were much more ppl when v were headin down XD

Esther (Sing)

Cory (Msia)

My senpais at de bottom frm middle, Li Woon, Ken(blue tee)

Make an '8' around de ring

Lovers' wishes

Mid, senpai, Boon Chiou

Giant escargot (it doesnt taste all dat nice [n definitely not worth tryin again] bt it seems it's quite popular wif de locals=D)

Daibutsu (large Buddha?), Kotokuin Temple, Kamakura :

Yokohama -

2 photos above show an escalator dat goes frm de 1st floor 2 de 4th (as u can c XD), bt it's technically more like 5 storeys (scary XD), in a mall (below)

Man United apparently stayed here in Dec last year, my senior was there witnessing de madness that is fans on the loose

Outdoor Cosmo World XD :

Tallest building in Japan standing in the background

Juz a random building

Sum significant historical building

Here it is, again

N again

Hmm....i wonder wat dis looks like??

Another random building

Yokohama 150 :

Chinatown (apparently de largest in asia n 1 of de largest in de world):

The entrance

Exit

N not 4gettin de cliche bt stil funny spellins =)

Oh, btw, it's Golden Week, dat's y ^^

16000 words and 26

2009-05-01T07:25:00.000-07:00

From left: Msian, msian, thai, indon, thai, sing, filipino, brazilian, me, indon, bulgarian, guatemalan

Trip to museum:

Planetarium

Food:

Coffee (?.?)

Guess how much this cost. (above)

Update!!! ^^

2009-04-25T06:02:00.000-07:00

This greeted me.

Classrooms! 2nd, 3rd floor.

Nite view( I wanna get a camera dat does a better job T.T)

Dorms =D 519.

Canteen *-* 2nd floor - ￥110 per 100g

2 seat n treat =D

Live from...

2009-04-01T07:12:00.000-07:00

Cathay Pacific Lounge!!

Free food.

Free drinks.

Free net.

What can i ask 4 more?...okay, mayb a 1st class seat would b nice, bt dat's kinda askin 4 2 much XD

Well, i'm in de lounge now wif my pal liang chun gg off 2 Tokyo=D

Feelin kinda nervous now...well, dat goes 4 both of us, i guess...bt den again, a lounge! Who would hav tote?? I dun think i'd b visitin another anytime soon XD

Well, gtg now. Updates l8r.

Haha, dat's funny

2009-03-28T03:35:00.000-07:00

U noe, sum ppl juz hav de weirdest sense of humour. I dun noe if u've been thru 1 bt...it's dis awkward moment when u feel like askin "wat's so funny?" bt u dun cos it's sum1 vry close 2 u, mayb ur girl, ur close fren, ur family n den u juz force out a laugh, a smile..hopin dey wont realise...

Yes. Watchmen was AWESOME. Please, those who walked out on it, u noe, there's stuff like bungy jumpin, air glidin n gud-old computer games 4 dat adrenaline addiction of urs. Or u could always sign up at de nearest police station.

P.S. There r sum things humans juz dun do. Beat up their children n not caring. If u do, u're unhuman (yes, unhuman). If u say it's 4 luv, dat it was bcos of luv, pls rmb, animals can luv 2.

Check out de lucky 1's =D

Yup. I can c how my argument is flawed. Thank u 4 pointin dat out.

N 2 end it on a lighter note,

Complimentary of Mr. Lazy=) I never knew he had it in him XD

Grey matters

2009-03-16T03:46:00.000-07:00

If you are correct in a matter does it make you

Happy

to speak arrogantly to the person in the wrong,

to speak with bitterness and a i-am-great tone?

If someone speaks arrogantly to you when you're wrong,

is it right to speak back loudly or rudely?

If someone speaks back 2 u when u noe u're right,

will you step on de head of dat person?

take de opportunity 2 do wat others did 2 u b4?

Will u read dis n go away feelin "changed", a new person,

oni 2 react de same way de nex time dis happens?

If sum1 u claim 2 luv does sumthin annoying or dumb, do you claim 2 b mad n frustrated wif sum1

bcos u luv n care a lot about dat person? And den, you make it ur "responsibility" to "help" dis person.

Y den does dis lead 2 a prolonged argument n

a bad aftertaste in the palate of ur soul after?

Instead of curing wat u intended 2 cure,

did u not oni deepen de wound? Lower his/her morale n self-confidence?

If you say relationships nid 2 b "official",

does dat mean ur luv is fake?

Does it show that u're not romantic?

Or dat u're playin safe?

If you said u juz hav 2 send across de msg dat u're in luv,

where would the boundary of luv lie?

Is it a look in the eyes?

Or a kind word or two?

Is it a grip in rush hour?

Or holding hands while walking?

A hug?

A peck on the cheek?

A kiss on the hand?

What if all just means "I care for you, as a friend"?

Does it?

Or not?

If u tote dat sum1 luvs u thru his/her actions,

but find out he/she doesnt,

will u get mad at de person? Insist dat u "shud" not b dat close anymore? Dat u "shudnt" be good frens or frens at all anymore?

Is it his/her fault, dat de signal was wrongly misinterpreted?

Every1 has their own definition of boundaries.

So, is it or is it not dat person's fault for acting based on his/her beliefs or principles?

Dis world is full of strange things. 1 of it being us, humans.

Always, always angry wif other ppl, blinded. So much so dat v do illogical things dat hurt each other w/o any gud reason at all often leading to our own loss. Weird.

SIGHT

2009-02-24T21:01:00.000-08:00

Your *

Have the waves of

Time

eroded your * ,

gently, slowly

They say

You Are Blind.

You say,

Yes

I have lost my * ,

waiting.

You say

I wilt not wait

any more.

I shall

Look,

look for a

new pair of wings.

Wings

that will let you soar

in the skies of

I hear

"Hey,

wilt thou not too pick

up a set of

Wings?

Everyone has done so.

Now,

it is only

You"

You,

Alone.

down there,

on the

ground of *.

while,

are up here,

Flying,

In the skies

Above.

You hear,

Is he

Blind too?

Ernest

2008-12-04T23:30:00.000-08:00

Now
That I have nothing left
Will I burn 4 U again?

My being longs 4 it again
But
How long will de storm last?
...i used 2 yearn 4 storms=)

To b a better man
i noe=)

Miao ~ ~

2008-12-04T04:53:00.001-08:00

Hehe....exams r over!!....then again, there were only 2 papers XD
So now...1 month, huh...haha, not as much as i wish it were=) i wonder if i can get dat jigsaw done?....
Oh, n hapi 18th b'day XD

Cool.

2008-10-09T04:51:00.000-07:00

I found this..

At Central.
Cool, eh? I wonder if it's accidental or de designers knew dis would happen...
N on top of dat it was all caused by, this..

I mean, look at it....juz 3 rows of parallel lights n evenly spaced pub fons...wow ~ ~

"Old-timers"

2008-09-29T22:11:00.000-07:00

XD 4 ppl like me..who njoy de "good old times"
An interestin n creativ work. Came across it not 2 long ago. Njoy!
Hero By Night:
http://www.drunkduck.com/Hero_By_Night/

A place to live

2008-09-26T09:14:00.000-07:00

A roof over my head.
There's gotta b sumwhere i can stay....rite?? i mean, wat if there is no accommodation...then wat??? Feel kinda low now....now dat everythin hinges on every single decision i choose to make...XD it's gonna b a bumpy ride. All i can do now is 2 strap up n pray...fervently=D

Dat i will get a place 2 stay dat doesnt inconvenient me.
Giv me self-control dat i may once again do justice 2 Ur name.
Forgiv me
Guide me
Console my bro, breath strength, reignite him
Purge my sis, dat she may not hav 2 go thru wat i did, if not teach her n make her whole again dat she may live 2 fight another battle n emerge de victor
Tell me if de flower has bloomed
Now more than ever, Faith. If all else fails, at least, dat i will still hav..=)
Thank u. 4 everythin.
In Jesus' name.
Amen.
Amen

Pandemic

2008-09-23T08:35:00.000-07:00

It is in de hse
Eatin in2 de soul, till there is
No soul
Eatin in2 de heart, a
Void of feelings

Can u feel it?
Have u felt it?
On the verge of
Imsomnia

Deadly
To the body
To the mind
To the
Soul

Is dis how it feels like to
Die
?

Everythin closin in. Everybody closin in.
No light. No space.

Hope?
All in God.

Nothing.
Nothing else to turn to. No
Body
To turn to.

Let ur will b done.
Giv me strength.
Giv me my sight again.
I crave
For it. Again.

Where is de silver lining?

de bricks r laid down, de foundation in progress......towards the great wall...

2008-09-18T07:34:00.000-07:00

"Cold...muscle-numbing, bone-jabbing cold" thought the shadow.
He could hardly believe himself when he let out a hearty laugh deep inside, thinking how his body could even now be functioning...but at the same time he understood...understood that he was now only vessel, a machine at the most, one nearing its expiration date. An empty being propelled forward dutifully on a fuel he so despises, Fear. A substance that was as foreign as the purpose of this delivery he was making..that was but a few months back. Now, Fear hung on to him like his shadow, like his oversized cloak he was donning...But the fact that he despises comforted him, like a dim but insistent existence in a dark corner of his mind telling him he's still human, muttering words of silent assurance.
'All for the better good' A steadfast mantra saving the already withered mind from utter obliteration. There were just too many thoughts to think of, too many answers to answer. 'After all, all they said was..' was what the shadow contemplated before his train of thought was brought to a complete standstill.
...Right now, he could not grasp the reason for his inability to either cry, convulse fitfully or even just knock his knees together. At his neck, he felt a cold, wanting steel. A blade that very much wanted to taste his flesh, blood and bones and somehow managed to voice out, to scream, its desires into the heart of its prey.
'So, the stories...they were true...

P.S. Of writer's block=)

Wonder where dis leads to.....??

2008-09-14T08:12:00.000-07:00

The wind was calm. Calm as Artem was. Watching.
All was still save the lone shadow strolling along the path deserted by light, for as far as the eye could see, as if it were forsaken even by Emer.
"Pitiful being" whispered Artem barely breaking the silence. "So naive. So unsuspecting...It shall be no fun if he were to be wiped off the scrolls of Xenpeos now"
..
"Have not you so humbly been taught that looks can be deceiving, Artem?" a second voice spoke in hushed tones. "His face may look blank and bored but deep inside...yes, deep inside..." A pause, as if to grope about and taste the shadow's inner being. "He fears. He knows time is not on his side."
"You are not of the considerate type, Januanto. You spoil the suspense sometimes." Artem sighed and proceeded to another spying spot for the shadow had advanced much in the moments of their conversing.
"You tease your target too much, my young bored friend. You who easily tires and weary of your life will have much to regret in the future. I will take my leave then.."Januanto let out a half sigh as he retreated from the nothingness which once was a minute or two ago.

Oh.....RELI??!

2008-09-14T07:57:00.000-07:00

Well, well=) Actuarial studies, huh?..dat's surprising=)
Izit His will? Gotta pray about it...stil no news from Monbu....prob din get it XD

^^^^^

2008-08-10T09:02:00.000-07:00

Haha=) Praise God! 3 A's n a B. Phew....din xpect such results. Seriously. Once again i hav failed 2 put in 100% XD Reli thank God 4 my results. I nearly got an arrest waitin 4 de result page 2 load=D Now, i hav made my parents n most importantly myself a promise....a promise 2 NOT slack off again in uni.....i pray God givs me de strength i so desperately need 2 keep dis promise 4 He noes i'm not very gud at it=)
So, got a laptop of my own 2.....juz hope i can make de best of my hols now=D
TTFN.

2 at a go.....n i'm done=D

2008-07-22T01:29:00.000-07:00

Have a blog?
- No, I found these in the dump. Aint mine.....
Where is it?
- Rite where u're lookin dis very instant
How long hav u been blogging?
- Over 9360 hours.
How did u start blogging n y?
- No reason. Prob cos my bro has 1=)
Wat do u rite in ur blog?
- Look rite, scroll down, n start clicking. Den u'll c wat i rite=)
Wat kind of blog izit?
- De kind u find everywhere else(?)
How many hits do u get a day?
- No idea
Do u hav pics on ur blog?
- Does de person who started dis tag not hav eyes or sumthin=.="......prob dat's y dis q's r asked......bt, yes. I hav.
Do u put ur real name on de blog?
- There is a 50/50 chance dat it is....go figure
Does every1 know u hav a blog?
- No.
Wat is ur fav blog site?
- None
Who is allowed 2 visit ur blog?
- Every1 i guess......or prob not....i cant rmb my settings....2 lazy 2 check=)
Do u wanna b a famous blogger?
- 2 a certain extent, yes=)
Izit important dat u visit ur blog everyday?
- Nope=D
Is blogging important 2 u?
- Not De most important thing bt it's fun=)

Bout de other tag, i'm not gg wif rule 3=D

Ok...
15 weird things bout me.....

1. I dun like( or actually HATE) doing wat de majority does....most of de time=)
2. I hav a third eye.......well, i wish i had=) Ok, seriously, when i feel sleepy i pop de joints in my neck and spine n i feel awake, 100%.
3. De "awakening" in point 2 lasts 4 30mins 2 1 hour
4. I used 2 think ppl were constantly spying on me....which means my life is kinda boring. So i decided 2 spice it up a lil=)
5. I believe I can fly......is a great song. I luv maths. I truly do bt i never bring myself 2 research on it on de internet.
6. I hav an item equiped 2 my mind called "Cage of Forgetfulness". Attributes - Has a 50% chance of erasing memory of wat happened anywhere btw 1 min 2 48 hrs ago, has a 90% chance of causing user 2 procastinate n never do wat he intends 2 =D
7. I kick any1 who sleeps wif me on my bed. Yes, it includes family members 2.
8. Err.....i'm addicted 2 de internet(?)
9. I used 2 hav lazy eyes. Now, dey're de only part of my body which is not lazy=)
10. I dun feel.

I'm not tagging any1 cause i dun wanna trouble dem n cause myself unnecessary worry n doubt if dey dun do it=) So, b thankful those i do not trouble=D Hav a nice day!

For the silent cat.....who is big

2008-07-21T08:11:00.000-07:00

I got tagged.....

Name: Paul
Nick: Cheese, Cheese n yam(?), Pomelo(4 those wif chinese background, u'll figure out y=D)
Married: One day....hopefully=)
Male/Female: M
Highsch: De 1 opposite de shopping complex with a bus station in the capital of a state whose name consists of at least an 'a' in a country with an 'a' or more on Earth.
Coll: TUC
Short/Long hair: Short(?)
Health freak: Kinda=) wont call myself a freak tho=D
Height: Tall enough 2 go on all rides not enough to give Yao Ming a wedgie XD
Crush on sum1: Yea.
Like myself: Not 4 most of de time
Piercings: 1 in eyes, 1 in soul
RH/LH: Rite...

1st
Surgery: '97
Piercing: Cant rmb.....
Person u c in de morn: Dad(?)
Award:..........no idea
Sports i joined: Badminton
Pet: Do bacterias count? I do feed n raise dem up afta all........
Vacation:.....Cant rmb
Concert: Er.....if i rmb correctly.........nil
1st crush: Charmaine

Currently
Eating: Air
Drinking: Saliva
Bout 2: Sleep( got sum scolding bt doesnt matter=D)

In the future
Want kids: Almost definitely if de bottom is achieved
Want 2 get married: Yes=)
Careers: Accountant, Financial Planner, Actor, Singer......every1's been there b4=D
Lips/Eyes: ?.?
Hugs/Kisses: Wat in de world do these mean???......?
Shorter/Taller: Preferably shorter tho height is not a matter=)
Romantic/Spontaneous: Spon
Sensitive/Loud: Sensitive
Troublemaker/Hesitant: Hesitant

Have u ever
Kissed a stranger: Not lately. (When i was small yes.....dun go gettin ideas=D)
Drank bubbles: Tempted 2 XD
Lost glasses/contacts: Glasses. Yes. 1 2 many times=)
Ran away frm home: Honoestly......no=) Tote of it tho=D
Liked sum1 younger: definitely=)
Liked sum1 older: Mhmm
Broke sum1's heart: Yes. ( Again, 1 2 many)
Cried when sum1 died: ......No....weird bt dat's de plain truth.

Do u believe in
Believe in urself: More often than not, not.
Heaven: Absolutely=)
Santa Claus: Nope. Think it's total rubbish. Never believed it=D
Magic: Yes. Work of de devil. No, white magic, juz magic or more ordinarily known as black magic. White magic=Miracles. Now, dat's from God n dat aint magic....Bt if u insist, i dun mind.
Angels: Yep=)

The truth
Sum1 u 1 2 b wif rite now: Yes=D
Believe in God: Yes....bt ashamedly, my faith has weakened. Not 2 de point of backsliding or anywhere near dat bt....it used 2 b stronger. Workin on it=)

Dis is a definite heart-stirrer.....

2008-07-15T22:08:00.000-07:00

It's from Toy Story 2....juz in case any1 hasnt watched it yet=)

N those wif a.....knack 4 square, circles, triangles and crosses make a visit to http://www.theleetworld.com/ if u havent yet....u're missing out. Great productions=) Here's a short from dem. I'm sure u can connect=D Njoy! http://www.theleetworld.com/2008/01/18/portal-a-day-in-the-life-of-a-turret-2/

Some old cartoons i miss.....hope it brings bak nice memories=)

2008-07-15T21:34:00.000-07:00

This was absolutely brilliant=) Very touching...

Loved it=D

Nothing need be said....Hehe=)

Makes me feel like seeing dem all over again....i wonder if dey're stil airing....(?)

Well.....i wonder if this says sumthing...XD

2008-06-26T04:19:00.000-07:00

I stumbled on2 dis site when i mistakenly typed in http://mysourceofhope.blogpsot.com/. LOL
K....dis is a random post, i admit....oh, n i finally decided. I'm gg 2 help. In oct=) Hehe....dat's sumthin off my mind=) now.....i can finally. ENJOY =D

Ah.
Breeze. Cool.

Summer. Wasn't so bad.
Winter. Wonder if i'll last.
...Well, i'll njoy de scenery for now.

Scarlet, yellow, muddy leaves.
Fall.
All around me. Breath in.
Invigorating air.
Sigh....relief.

A glimpse.....of wat i did "back there"=)

2008-06-25T01:34:00.000-07:00

A-Levels lecturers....dancing!!! XD

2008-06-22T07:03:00.000-07:00

Haha...my prom nite. Couple of shots...regretted that i din take more shots tho=D

2008-06-22T01:37:00.001-07:00

The 1st is photo of Mun Jean, Yi Rhu, Pei Wern and Lay pin(left to right). Makes me realise wat prom does to girls XD

Nex is me!! N Roong Jien. He's an ex-Taylorian now in KBU under JPA scholarship. Nice guy=)Wonder wat he's doing there??=D

Most of de guys in my class(dat attended de prom. no, my class is not dat 'privileged' XD) Well then, again from left to right, Raveen, Kuhan, Mr Seo(physics lecturer), Chong Jin(lol), Me n Rasyad.

Well, prom was fun especially the "strip dances". Haha....Johnathan was absolutely sporting=). N....it was a gay strip XD
Food was so-so bt not like any1 was reli paying attention bout de food tho....xcept 4 me=D Bt de dance floor was.....not as i imagined tho...haha=) Otherwise, it was fine.

Yay!!

2008-06-12T08:13:00.002-07:00

Exams are over!!!! Bt.....
Now hav 2 look up 4 uni courses.......cant play like mad=(.....XD
Now.....de question is......2 drive or not 2 drive? =D

Btw, here's a shot of the chem lab's entrance in TUC...afta de renovations=) i hope it shows up...still not sure how to post a pict XD

4 2nite....

2008-04-14T07:58:00.000-07:00

yep. i'm bak 2 blogging.....4 2nite XD. lots of stuff been happening since de last post....who'd b surprised??=D
anyways........de final of de finals r comin.......gotta gear up and suit up 4 de final battle. hope i'm up 2 de challenge=) i'll work hard n i'll pray....let's c wat happens.
TTFN.

Hello! I'm back......

2007-09-19T05:52:00.000-07:00

4 de moment.
yea.......de worst is yet 2 come=)trials r over. here comes de big 1!
man.......i totally blew my trials.......sigh.........lazy as ever>.<
i shall muster all i hav 2 conquer de obstacle ahead........mayb=) hehe..........i juz, i juz........feel so..............empty............no spirit 2 fight on.......sigh................
haha, 2 ramble on wif such nonsense de 1st time i come bak...=)well, off wif de bad n sad stuff........on 2 sum lighter news! hmm.....le' me see........hah, got my piano tuned not long ago=)sounding good again. haven't had it tuned since......since......umm.......well, a long time=D
hmmm........wat other good news??.......hah. bro coming bak!! even hav a fixed date. woohoo!! hehe.....
wat else, wat else???...........others 2....haha.......dis ain't a dairy so dun xpect much=P
loves,
Paul

Gone????

2007-06-29T06:23:00.000-07:00

Well...it's me...i guess i won't b bloggin 4 a long time...it's juz a feeling...i screwed up my 1st sem...n...a new sem's rolling by...so i shall pick up this...ever-warm blade of oppurtunity dat has juz been dropped into my arms...n sharpen it, that it may serve me well...=)
A new beginning is approaching fast. I pray 2 God i shall not throw this chance away like i hav done wif the last one...i hav disappointed...i hav crushed hopes...bt i shall reddem myself...i hope>_^
So...farewell readers. Till i blog again!

Hehe...ello!

2007-06-21T06:28:00.000-07:00

Well...2day took some time off my gaming time n xplored...xplored a forum...guess wat i found...hehe...noting indecent bt...found out sum ppl juz SOOooo blur...=)
Can't blame them...nowadays all de srtucture n grammar oso gone wif de wind...=)dats y so hard 2 understand wat ppl r satin...sigh...de younger G's...hehe...
N boy...de things de members talk bout there...loltmepo...it's obvious dey like 2 talk as if dey noe everything n they've xperienced everything in de world there is 2 experience...most, if not all, their words r juz snippets taken from other ppl's heart n minds...other older ppl...they juz spit out everything they noe n hear from these more xperienced ppl...sigh...words r easy 2 blurt out bt it SURELY ain't easy 2 work it out...i noe it sounds cliche n all bt dun take dis words for granted...for they r modified from words spoken by de elders(at least i hav de dignity 2 say dat i've taken dis from sum1 >.^)...n i would CERTAINLY like 2 make dis CLEAR. CRYSTAL CLEAR. I feel dat i shud bust dis myth once n 4 all! Christians DO NOT oni like christians u noe...seriously.
Another thing is...u got 2 take hold of ur own life, u noe. U can't juz say bcos both my parents dun like venison, i must not eat venison or i will anger them....dat's STUPID.
Bt it's gud dat i've cum 2 noe a few other ppl better 2 >.^
Love,
Paul=)
p.s. as i promised...another mile of words, ne?
p.s. bt then again it's ok 2 steal ppl words n use it as de base 4 ur principles....i guess...=)
r de tickets selling like hot cakes >.^

Time...it flies!

2007-06-20T08:29:00.001-07:00

Ah...u'll probably b wondering...y de long gap?...or mayb not...
Anyway, it's bcos noting particularly interesting happened dis few days. Rather boring actually...
I've been wasting my time playing non-benefitial games...almost de whole day.=) There's nobody 2 chat wif, nowhere 2 hang out...all......hmm...if not most of them r not havin de same break period...sigh...so sad...i feel like juz rotting away...rotting away......

As the sun rises,
He dreads its beautiful,
golden rays,
bcos He noes dat It
signifies another day,
another day wasted...
another day 2 rot...

Rot, rust
His brain shall,
for He drags His feet,
lazily across de floor,
knowing dat work awaits him...fatigue readies 2 grab whole of His mind N body...another day filled wif uselessness...

Love,
Paul=)

Happy Father's Day!!

2007-06-18T01:37:00.000-07:00

Ah...yesterday was fun. I sang 2 my heart's content, performing in church. Boy, was it fun!! Entertaining my Father. N adding 2 dat, de church gav out presents 2 all de fathers...hehe...guess wat it was...=) a flip-open fruit knife. Woah!
Came bak home...thinking of wat 2 do...hmm...then i'm beckoned 2 my duty. Keeping n hanging de clothes. Afta dat...
Nite came. Mmm...yummy cake! Black Forest. My sis' fav. Haha! Wat a way 2 celebrate Father's Day!
Ah...then comes the interesting part...hey nothing bad. I didn't do anything wrong=). I juz got 2 noe someone better...hmm....i didn't noe...it was like "Wow! I didn't noe..." then "Wow!" again. Man, i juz barely knew dat person b4 dis...mayb i m still in darkness....i dunnoe...
Bt 1 day i'll get 2 noe (let's juz call him/her Person >.-) Person more...i hope n wish so...
Hehe...so little words dis time...i dun feel very well...my body aches...=)hmm...i wonder wat sliver lining dis holds...mayb it's telling me 2 rest afta a long sem....haha :)
Well...it reli juz ends here u noe. L8r.
Love,
Paul=)

2007-06-15T19:51:00.000-07:00

Ah...de long awaited hols hav finally...
Wait...i haven't introduced myself...haha...how rude of me, ne? well, ahem...
Hi every1!...Hmmm...i dun even noe how many ppl r gg 2 view my blog anyway. Anyways, i'm 16 turning 17 dis year tho....i dun c how dat information is helpful in anyway...i m now studying in coll...away from all my old buddies who hav scattered like ashes in the wind over dis vast ocean we call home. Been missing them...sigh...
My first blog...hah...never imagined i'd hav 1...ever! Bt alas de world n its culture hav found me n would not let me go...at least 4 quite some time. Juz like an owner who has lost it's cat, it cuddles me up so tightly...never letting me go. Bt during when the sun sets, when he is sleeping, i shall steal away into the nite, once more, free from his grasp! (Dat means, or hints, 2 u dat i won b blogging when my major exams come...juz in case u didn't get it >.-)
i guess dat's all u need 2 noe bout me...at least for now. De rest me u'll noe thru my writtings, eh? I think i can project myself thru my writtings...if not...HAHA...dis is all u'll noe bout me!
So...bak 2 wat i was saying...Ah...de long awaited day has finally...ARRIVED! Yay! Me n my bro gonna hang out 2gether again. (If u 1 2, of cos, bro...hehe...) N yesterday was one of de wildest i've ever experienced! 2 shopping malls in a row! left at...12 plus, think, came bak at 11.30. Phew! Wat a day!
Sigh...bt de exams r worrying. Rumour says dat i barely scrapped an A for my physics! (Sorry dad, sorry mum, sorry bro n sorry myself....reli, i m...i tote i did better...sigh...)
Anyway, i dun 1 2 bring de glooms on you all.=) Isn't dat rite?
Sooo many things i wanna do noe...bt most likely my "watchdogs"( hey no offence! I juz meant dat u look out 4 me n whenever there's a trouble brewing in me or about me, u'll growl n bark till it goes away. Reli...)will push me 2 study afta bout...3, 4 or 5 days afta de hols start...it is 4 my own good anyway=)hehe...
Wow! It's so long! N it's juz my 1st post!
Well...i guess another mile of words will come running ur way...soon enuf.>.-
O n O.
Love,
Paul.=)