Hello! I'm back......

4 de moment.
yea.......de worst is yet 2 come=)trials r over. here comes de big 1!
man.......i totally blew my trials.......sigh.........lazy as ever>.<
i shall muster all i hav 2 conquer de obstacle ahead........mayb=) hehe..........i juz, i juz........feel so..............empty............no spirit 2 fight on.......sigh................
haha, 2 ramble on wif such nonsense de 1st time i come bak...=)well, off wif de bad n sad stuff........on 2 sum lighter news! hmm.....le' me see........hah, got my piano tuned not long ago=)sounding good again. haven't had it tuned since......since......umm.......well, a long time=D
hmmm........wat other good news??.......hah. bro coming bak!! even hav a fixed date. woohoo!! hehe.....
wat else, wat else???...........others 2....haha.......dis ain't a dairy so dun xpect much=P
loves,
Paul

Gone????

Well...it's me...i guess i won't b bloggin 4 a long time...it's juz a feeling...i screwed up my 1st sem...n...a new sem's rolling by...so i shall pick up this...ever-warm blade of oppurtunity dat has juz been dropped into my arms...n sharpen it, that it may serve me well...=)
A new beginning is approaching fast. I pray 2 God i shall not throw this chance away like i hav done wif the last one...i hav disappointed...i hav crushed hopes...bt i shall reddem myself...i hope>_^
So...farewell readers. Till i blog again!

Hehe...ello!

Well...2day took some time off my gaming time n xplored...xplored a forum...guess wat i found...hehe...noting indecent bt...found out sum ppl juz SOOooo blur...=)
Can't blame them...nowadays all de srtucture n grammar oso gone wif de wind...=)dats y so hard 2 understand wat ppl r satin...sigh...de younger G's...hehe...
N boy...de things de members talk bout there...loltmepo...it's obvious dey like 2 talk as if dey noe everything n they've xperienced everything in de world there is 2 experience...most, if not all, their words r juz snippets taken from other ppl's heart n minds...other older ppl...they juz spit out everything they noe n hear from these more xperienced ppl...sigh...words r easy 2 blurt out bt it SURELY ain't easy 2 work it out...i noe it sounds cliche n all bt dun take dis words for granted...for they r modified from words spoken by de elders(at least i hav de dignity 2 say dat i've taken dis from sum1 >.^)...n i would CERTAINLY like 2 make dis CLEAR. CRYSTAL CLEAR. I feel dat i shud bust dis myth once n 4 all! Christians DO NOT oni like christians u noe...seriously.
Another thing is...u got 2 take hold of ur own life, u noe. U can't juz say bcos both my parents dun like venison, i must not eat venison or i will anger them....dat's STUPID.
Bt it's gud dat i've cum 2 noe a few other ppl better 2 >.^
Love,
Paul=)
p.s. as i promised...another mile of words, ne?
p.s. bt then again it's ok 2 steal ppl words n use it as de base 4 ur principles....i guess...=)
r de tickets selling like hot cakes >.^

Time...it flies!

Ah...u'll probably b wondering...y de long gap?...or mayb not...
Anyway, it's bcos noting particularly interesting happened dis few days. Rather boring actually...
I've been wasting my time playing non-benefitial games...almost de whole day.=) There's nobody 2 chat wif, nowhere 2 hang out...all......hmm...if not most of them r not havin de same break period...sigh...so sad...i feel like juz rotting away...rotting away......

As the sun rises,
He dreads its beautiful,
golden rays,
bcos He noes dat It
signifies another day,
another day wasted...
another day 2 rot...

Rot, rust
His brain shall,
for He drags His feet,
lazily across de floor,
knowing dat work awaits him...fatigue readies 2 grab whole of His mind N body...another day filled wif uselessness...

Love,
Paul=)

Happy Father's Day!!

Ah...yesterday was fun. I sang 2 my heart's content, performing in church. Boy, was it fun!! Entertaining my Father. N adding 2 dat, de church gav out presents 2 all de fathers...hehe...guess wat it was...=) a flip-open fruit knife. Woah!
Came bak home...thinking of wat 2 do...hmm...then i'm beckoned 2 my duty. Keeping n hanging de clothes. Afta dat...
Nite came. Mmm...yummy cake! Black Forest. My sis' fav. Haha! Wat a way 2 celebrate Father's Day!
Ah...then comes the interesting part...hey nothing bad. I didn't do anything wrong=). I juz got 2 noe someone better...hmm....i didn't noe...it was like "Wow! I didn't noe..." then "Wow!" again. Man, i juz barely knew dat person b4 dis...mayb i m still in darkness....i dunnoe...
Bt 1 day i'll get 2 noe (let's juz call him/her Person >.-) Person more...i hope n wish so...
Hehe...so little words dis time...i dun feel very well...my body aches...=)hmm...i wonder wat sliver lining dis holds...mayb it's telling me 2 rest afta a long sem....haha :)
Well...it reli juz ends here u noe. L8r.
Love,
Paul=)

Ah...de long awaited hols hav finally...
Wait...i haven't introduced myself...haha...how rude of me, ne? well, ahem...
Hi every1!...Hmmm...i dun even noe how many ppl r gg 2 view my blog anyway. Anyways, i'm 16 turning 17 dis year tho....i dun c how dat information is helpful in anyway...i m now studying in coll...away from all my old buddies who hav scattered like ashes in the wind over dis vast ocean we call home. Been missing them...sigh...
My first blog...hah...never imagined i'd hav 1...ever! Bt alas de world n its culture hav found me n would not let me go...at least 4 quite some time. Juz like an owner who has lost it's cat, it cuddles me up so tightly...never letting me go. Bt during when the sun sets, when he is sleeping, i shall steal away into the nite, once more, free from his grasp! (Dat means, or hints, 2 u dat i won b blogging when my major exams come...juz in case u didn't get it >.-)
i guess dat's all u need 2 noe bout me...at least for now. De rest me u'll noe thru my writtings, eh? I think i can project myself thru my writtings...if not...HAHA...dis is all u'll noe bout me!
So...bak 2 wat i was saying...Ah...de long awaited day has finally...ARRIVED! Yay! Me n my bro gonna hang out 2gether again. (If u 1 2, of cos, bro...hehe...) N yesterday was one of de wildest i've ever experienced! 2 shopping malls in a row! left at...12 plus, think, came bak at 11.30. Phew! Wat a day!
Sigh...bt de exams r worrying. Rumour says dat i barely scrapped an A for my physics! (Sorry dad, sorry mum, sorry bro n sorry myself....reli, i m...i tote i did better...sigh...)
Anyway, i dun 1 2 bring de glooms on you all.=) Isn't dat rite?
Sooo many things i wanna do noe...bt most likely my "watchdogs"( hey no offence! I juz meant dat u look out 4 me n whenever there's a trouble brewing in me or about me, u'll growl n bark till it goes away. Reli...)will push me 2 study afta bout...3, 4 or 5 days afta de hols start...it is 4 my own good anyway=)hehe...
Wow! It's so long! N it's juz my 1st post!
Well...i guess another mile of words will come running ur way...soon enuf.>.-
O n O.
Love,
Paul.=)